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i could’ve been – in her own words كلمات اغنية

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you never wanted to see me leave this. i never wanted to stick around. and there’s a rainstorm in my head that i just can’t outrun right now. i’m faking smiles and stomachs aches so i can get away. sometimes i think that i’m the only one who feels this way. the only things holding me back are my own thoughts in my head. and i can’t understand why i can’t just move on and get p-ssed them. it’s probably my own fault, and who’s to say i can’t fix it? but maybe sometimes life just gets in the way. i thought that with a change of pace, that i could get the hang of this. you’re just another something that i can’t seem to erase. i thought that with a change of pace, that things would start to feel okay again. i guess i’m never gonna learn. i tried to make it to the ending of a book i never read. i’m relapsing to my old self trying to skip all these steps. i’m faking smiles and stomach aches when i start to feel trapped. it’s hard to breathe. i never thought that i would lie to the ones who stay close to me. i thought that with a change of pace, that i could get the hang of this. you’re just another something that i can’t seem to erase. i thought that with a change of pace, that things would start to feel okay again. i guess i’m never gonna learn. could you tell i wasn’t honest? (i could’ve been.) i couldn’t be all that you wanted

- in her own words كلمات اغنية

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